I Can't Take It

I really don't like it when my crammed work turns out to be better than the work I've slaved for several days or weeks. I don't understand how it could happen since I have more time to prepare, make and review my work to make it better.

I got the results of my second philosophy long test (that I wrote in 2 days) earlier, and it's a half point lower than my first one (that I wrote on the deadline date itself).

Does this mean that I need to cram my work and undergo a lot of stress just to get higher grades in my subjects? Ang aking pag-uulit ba ang nakakasira sa aking potensyal makakuha ng mataas na marka?

Music:	Ken Zhu - Here We Are
Mood:	Frustrated